I have been pondering lately what it takes to make a business happen. Yes, it takes knowledge, hard work, luck, etc. But what is it that takes someone from a stereotypical day to day desk job or other career to take the risk of doing it all yourself. My grandfather did it, and was successful. He started a tombstone carving business and the business and real estate from the business supported the family for years after his death. My grandmother next worked from what I know, so he must have done well.
I think most people have times in their life where they are tired of their job and unmotivated. Its the drive to want something on your own when you don't have those down times I guess that can make the difference. I have been back on the horse at my day job. Meaning, focused, productive and having fun. Meanwhile, I still almost always spend my nights dreaming of bar, brewery, dog biscuits, etc. I can't shake it. While all things keep moving and life goes on, it's now a constant song in my head. It's becoming part of the soundtrack of my life I guess. I was helping again today at my favorite local hand craft brewery and realize that things take time.
I guess it's this constant drive that makes the difference and well the bug of the beer business. I have for sure caught it and no matter how good things are now, unlike the last few months, I still want this. When I was at Brooklyn Brewery I turned to my friend thinking and then saying, "I so want this." She rubbed my back and said, "you will." It's that reassurance that albeit small, that keeps bringing me back. It's support from friends of my day dreaming talk, you all reading this (up to 20 a day now - who are you people?!) and hearing and reading what others have done to get there that keep me writing and keep me dreaming. The business plan grows, the notes pile up and the yearning for it deepens.